After working for 6 hours I get so freaking tired that I felt like its 1am at 8pm =( I am so dead in 2 months time. How to survive the next 30 years when I almost wanted to kill myself after a day =( Good luck my friends!

6:33 AM

Do people feel skinnier after they shit? Maybe thats why I always look and feel fat since I do not shit as often as others haha. Why must exercising be the only way to turn skinnier. How I wish my legs were detachable and I can send them on a run as and when I like. Sports and exercise used to be a simple thing for me. Running 3-5km a day is a norm. Now if I can make myself walk 300-500m I think I deserve a pat on my back =( I want to start exercising again but there isn't any motivation to get me started. There is no longer any competitions to look forward to, no silverware to fight for. I guess I only thrive when there is a purpose in doing something. Trying to get skinnier is not big enough a purpose to get me started. Then again, I ought to be loved even when I am freaking fat right? Whats the obsession with skinny people. The only reason why I'm ranting and grumbling here its because I do not belong to that category of people and I want to make myself feel better. On a random note I just bought new sports wear. Its time to go do some exercise so I will be able to wear them =) Tennis anybody?

12:05 AM

as much as I hate to admit it, I actually miss you

10:38 AM

As the days pass, my number of playmates are decreasing. The working monster has slowly captured my friends one by one. Therefore, I am left to rot till September comes. My life has been nothing but boring since I came back. It usually revolves around sleeping, eating, internet, tuition and occasional outings with my lovelies. I have pretty finished every single drama I can watch and re-watch. With so much free time on hand, I can do practically everything but I don't have the company =( Before I start lamenting about starting work, I shall list down all the things which I wish to complete before my holidays end.

1) Watch Ice Age 3D version
2) Watch Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince (Its so sad that I don't have people to watch movie with)
3) Find a flexible job
4) Facial (Ms Tan has kindly agreed to go with me)
5) Sing karaoke (I should have gone 1-1 with my gf man)
6) Start exercising (plans have been confirmed)
7) Go on another holiday (Maybe Kukup can be considered -.-)
8) Pack my room (Friends are more than welcome to help)
9) Decorate my room
10) Meet up with my working friends
11) Getting treats from people's first pay check (Leon, Liling, Jia Hwa, Xuan Wan just to name a few)
12) Play mahjong
13) Play Sims =)
14) Get started on my tutorials for work
15) Check out the new shopping malls

Its so hard to even think of things that I wanna do =( Where are all my friends!!! I'm so bored =(

9:30 AM